This is gonna sound mean

Please don’t get mad at me for this post i’m under a lot of stress and just need to get this out.

Grandma sometimes i really want to punch you. Not to hurt you or scare you but because i’m so tired of the dumb choices you make. I’m very grateful you let me into your home and try to take care of me. I’m trying my best to take care of you but you don’t listen to me. I try to protect you and try to not let anything happen to you but i’m getting mentally beat up. I’m partially disabled but i still take care of you. I’m trying to make a living for myself and learn how to be on my own but you try to not let me fly. What will i do when you pass away some day? I won’t know how to do things on my own if you don’t let me learn.