Discouraged

First miscarriage (naturally) in May at 6weeks. Second miscarriage (with D&C;) in Sept at 8 weeks. Ended up having scar tissue blocking my cervix which prevented me from having a period for 2 months following D&C.; Have now been trying 2 months following the procedure to remove the scar tissue and I can feel my period is about to start. It seems like once or twice a week someone announces their pregnancy and it just sucks. I’m starting to feel like this isn’t going to happen for me. My mood/attitude has been completely shitty for the past month and nothing I do seems to help. I’m looking for some kind of daily devotional or motivational something but not sure where to start. Suggestions are welcome!

Sorry for the whiny post, just needing to vent a little.