Fear...

Just curious how many other ladies here experienced or are currently dealing with fear of a repeat. I feel so desperate to just get on with things and try again for our (now) rainbow baby. At the same time however I find myself terrified to try again. I’m scared to death of this happening again. I’ve read so much information that says how there is such a slim chance of having a repeat miscarriage. I’ve read so much information of vitamins and such to take to help keep your body super health to “hopefully” help prevent a repeat. I’m still scared to death though. I come here for support and while I do find it I also see all these stories of women having more then one ultrasound or having their baby born sleeping. It just makes me terrified to try again even though we are so desperate for a baby. We tried for almost 2 years just to be teased for a few short days with a baby only for God or Satan or whoever to snatch it away. How do you move past that fear? How do you not let that worry consume you and not stop you from reaching your dreams of a baby?