All I ever wanted was lip fillers....

Ever since elementary school I dreamed about cosmetic surgery. (Not making myself look like a plastic doll or cat) but just getting a little bit of lip fillers and a nose job because those are two things I’ve always been insecure about. I used to always get teased about my nose being “a French nose” and I just couldn’t wait for the day I was able to be who I truly felt I was meant to be 💔 but my fiancé of three years is completely against it! Don’t get me wrong I love that he loves me even if I don’t love myself but it sucks to know he doesn’t support me in this decision even though I’ve explained many times this has been something I’ve wanted for many years. I wouldn’t ever go against him but part of me is holding this anger. I know this sounds stupid because it’s only surgery and people have worst problems (trust me I do too) but I just always thought I’d be able to fix myself. Sorry for the vent :/