Advice

Help. My boyfriend told me he is sexually attracted to me and I lied to him saying I am also sexually attracted to him was that the best move. Then a few days later we are on the bus and we start “making out” I don’t know if I am ready though should I break up with him or not I am really confused. I have had a history of horrible relationships and I am just wanting a normal healthy relationship not one like this. Please help

Ps I am in 8th grade and only 13 years old