Embarrassing things during sex 😳😳

My boyfriend and i were having sex (which felt really good) anal isnt my thing, we've tried and it feels so uncomfortable to me(it was my first time) but anyways he sped up pretty fast, i guess he was thinking nothing of it and it felt so good to him when it had fell out he tried to shove it back it when he actually shoved it in my ass!! Hurt so bad i just started crying immediately, it was so embarrassing lmao. Still hurts like hell now. 😣😣