Sex Wasn’t What I Expected 💔 HELP!!!

Okay, so I need to vent and get advice...

I had sex for the first time last week and it felt good and it was wonderful but it just wasn’t what I expected. It was just, “sex”. It wasn’t mind blowing or some magical thing I thought it was going to be like.

I love my husband more than anything and I’m not leaving him so I want to clarify that do anyone. I just don’t know if maybe I had this high expectation of what sex should be like and that it’s okay to be disappointed bc I now know what sex is REALLY like?😔 it feels amazing, don’t get me wrong. But I can’t orgasm and I feel his dick going in but then kinda don’t really feel it once it’s in. It has to be in certain positions to really feel it. And I guess it sucks bc I see he’s enjoying himself so much and I’m afraid to tell him how I honestly feel since I want to please him. He’s my first with everything, and FYI oral sex is AMAZING 🤤 I’m like OUT of it when he does 😍 and same with any foreplay

But then now it’s just “sex”, there’s no foreplay or anything and it hurts a little when we first start going. 😬☹️😞

When we first met he told me he had sex before and that he could go for hours and I honestly believe him (it’s a personal story) and now since he’s been abstinent for a few years he can only go for maybe 20-30 mins. And I’m ready for round 2 and round 3 and round 4... and he’s done after 1.

We went on our honeymoon and maybe had sex like 4 times...

So idk what to do. Need any advice and encouragement if you can share. 😔 I want to have sex but I want it to be also pleasurable and not just “sex”. He keeps saying it’s mind blowing and that makes me happy he’s enjoying himself but then there’s me and I feel like a problem 💔

They say sex can bring you closer as a couple, and I feel more confident in myself and absolutely no fear he’s going to cheat on me, but it’s not changed our relationship the way others have described it so idk.. maybe I was just told wrong with all of this and I need some clarity. And perhaps I am even overreacting. Just needed to vent and hopefully gain some encouragement and advice