hurt....

Me and my SO have been TTC for 7 months now and had a miscarriage in june 2017 and it's just been hard seeing everyone getting pregnant and some close friends of ours there little girl just turned one and we just found out she pregnant 😭😭😭😭 I've just been so to myself so depressed and not loving at all I just wanna lay in bed and just forget having baby number 2 I have a 5 year old son he's my world and he's a blessing but I wish I was blessed agian and the Lord not take it away.... please any help to how to get thru this...