STORY TIME.

YALL (excuse my southern talk) okay so I’m 19, lost my virginity at 19 less than a year ago so I haven’t really got to explore sexually but one thing I knew for sure was nobody was ever gonna lay a hand on me during sex, I was dead set on the lovey romantic shit. Fast forward to tonight, me and my boyfriend in a HUGE argument like I was done 100 and was halfway down the road (my boyfriends my neighbor so it’s not like he couldn’t walk at a moderate pace and catch me) and he finally talked me into setting in the truck with him to talk it out and I’m all smiles because he fought for me blah blah blah so I get in the truck and he’s looks over and he’s like “pants off. NOW.” And usually I’m like hold up, pause. Rewind and try again if ANYBODY tries to tell me what to do but something in me snapped and I’m like

And I do as I’m told like some submissive little school girl and I take my damn pants off. Next thing I know he’s crawling on top of me talking about fucking the mad out of me so my little ass is sitting over here wondering what he means like

So before I know what’s happening he’s shoving it in me and grunting and ole dude is GIVING it to me.. and I fw it hardcore and I’m like damn okay you betta go daddy and in my head I’m like did I just say daddy? Can I say that out loud? Will he think I’m weird? Well my mouth reacts first and I’m like

And HES INTO IT and starts saying shit like “who’s daddy’s little slut? And I’m over here like a little kid in class who knows the answer screaming “me! Me! Me!” “I’m your dirty little slut” and my brain is at a crossroads like the angel and the devil on your shoulder, my angel is saying “this isn’t who you are, god is watching, where are the candles and the roses? Why isn’t he whispering in your ear saying he loves you?” And then on the other shoulder this little fucker is screaming “yes throw it back at him girl show daddy what a dirty little slut you are” next thing I know HE SMACKS ME HARD AS SHIT! I’m laid back like

My shoulder twins start going at it again like “girl what you about to do?!” One shoulder is already dialing the domestic abuse hotline and the other one is screaming “do it again!” And guess which one I listen to? 😏😏😏

Next thing you know I’m full on exorcist voice telling him to hit me harder and choke me, like FULL ON SMACK ME HARD AS SHIT. A few minutes later and we’re both finished and I’m sitting there ready to get down on one knee ask him to marry me I’ve never in my life been more satisfied. (I’m not gonna talk about how embarrassing it was to tell my brother that the handprint on my cheek was from kinky sex)