How does sex feel like for you?

Im 20 years old, been with my bf for about 4 years. We have always been sexually active, but now that i think about it i feel like I’m always doing it for him you know, to me it feels as if it’s just going in and out. Don’t get me wrong, he turns me on and I get all wet but once it actually goes in it’s kinda just like 🤷🏻‍♀️ and just feels like something going in and out constantly. When he eats me out that feels good.

I lost my virginity pretty young, to this guy I swore I loved. I don’t remember how sex felt like, but it wasn’t pleasure able either. I remember when he would put it in, i always felt like i had to poop really bad.

I never minded not being able to find it pleasureable until my human sexuality professor said something about woman not having orgasms. I’m starting to believe something is wrong with me.

** also the times I’ve tired to masturbate it didn’t feel good either. So I don’t do that.

Please help.

** also what does an orgasm feel like ?