Lost a baby 13 years ago

Hi everyone! I’m 47 now and have been blessed with with my 4 kids and 3 step kids. My step kids are 19,16, and 2. And my kids are 9,7, and 5. And last month my husband and I welcomed our daughter! So now here’s my story. At 34 years old, 4 years in remission at the time. I was married to my now ex-husband. We became pregnant and was so happy, pregnancy went smooth and baby girl was doing great. Till 20 weeks I felt contractions so I called the doctor. And she said to come in right away. Sure enough my water breaks. And I’m driving and I said “oh great” not in the good way. I got to the hospital I told them my water broke. And they examined me and they said I’m 4 cm. They tried everything they could to hopefully keep her in there for a few more weeks. But no such luck. Since there was no fluid to help her I doubt it would of helped then. After 30 minutes of pushing she came out. She came out alive. I was holding her and saw her little heart beating and me and my then husband were just crying. We stated saying what could we have done to prevent this. She was born around 4 in the after noon and I watched heart slowing down every so often. Then by 8 she was dead. It was so sad watching her die in my arms. But I know God’s watching over her new. The nurses and doctors were very supportive with us. We got one picture. But I have no clue where it went. I still have her earn. And I just think about her every day. She would of been in 8th grade now. I love you so much