The feeling of Lost

I'm totally not feeling any feelings for my husband , he doesn't rarely text me like he use too , love on me , cuddle me etc.,

If I bring up how I feel he gets mad ... he doesn't want to talk about anything , he doesn't want to have sex less I "make him" and I feel it has something to do with my baby weight !! ... he just plays on the dumb ass Xbox all day and plays his game on his phone and just lets our one year old run around while I'm at work and doesn't keep an eye on him ... I'm confused and lost ... sometimes I feel I just want to give up and hoping I can find someone who does want to spend time with me and treat me what I'm worth .. if you guys knew half of the stuff he has done or said to me you'd understand 😐😞