I need to vent 😔💔

So a couple months ago, my boyfriend cheated on me &’ she was married

. I didn’t even know, but it hurt so much . I put my all into someone and they let me down . I keep trying which idk why if i don’t trust him . We almost two years . I tried to see if he would cheat on me again, so I made a fake Snapchat and he was talking and even said he was single . How I just let go or stop trying to talk to him . Just Saturday, he kicked me out his house grabbed all my clothes and said let’s go, I’m taking you home. And hasn’t said anything so I texted him about Valentine’s Day , he completely ignoring me . I’m sad as fuck, idk how just be like I’m done.

I feel like all this stuff just finally hit me I’m not sure why but it’s like what am I suppose to do ? Idk I to take this anymore .