this is my second Valentine's day alone since I left an abusive relationship, I wanna go hide under a rock until it's all over, I hate seeing all the happy lovey post on social media (I stay off it but it's on glow too!). I hate seeing all the couple laughing and kissing in restaurants, and you know they're going home and getting busy (and my vibrator hasn't arrived that should've been here yesterday!). I hate seeing all the cards in the shops knowing none will be for me, I hate seeing all the hearts and flowers everywhere knowing no one cares enough to buy me any. I hate being alone on vday while everywhere around me are people in love! I did get a card from my furkids and I loved it, I just wish I had someone to go for a meal with and do all the love stuff with (my furkids give great cuddles though). and to top it off I get to spend vday night watching all the couple's drink champagne, laugh, kiss, and enjoy a meal together while I'm sat with family (I love my family but it's not the same) trying to celebrate my bday knowing I'm another year older with nothing to show while everyone is getting married, moving in together, and having kids, I'm alone.