life sucks

so lately I've just been wanting to give up. my mom had a heart attack in September was in the hospital for almost five months now is in rehab. me and my husband got into an altercation at the bar with a random asshole ended getting arrezted now we have to deal with court. my dad ended up getting sick but good news is He's getting better. life is just getting so stressful and my anxiety and depression is just so high and I can't deal with anything anymore. I have no idea what to do or how to deal with anything anymore