My 4 year relationship ended ):

My emotions are ALL over the place. We’ve been together almost 4 years now and have been living together for about 3 years now.

My heart is shattered.

Just as I think I’m healing, he comes home from work and seeing his face brings me 5 steps backwards.

I know that breaking up is the right thing to do for both of us, but whenever I see him in person or posting on social media, the good memories come back and I want him back even more. But I’m trying my best to stay strong and accept the break up.

No one cheated and we’ve been cordial living under the same roof, It’s just not working out anymore. His goals and my goals are completely different which caused us to drift apart. Sh*t happens.

He will be moving out in about 3-4 weeks.

Sorry, I just needed to vent and let it out ): break ups suck.