Feeling depressed

Stephanie • I'm married and blessed with a two rainbow boys! A baby on the way & 3 babies in heaven.

Hey ladies. I have no idea how far along I am. I had a mc about a month ago. I’m a high risk for pregnancy..Recently found out I was expecting again.

On 2/8 hcg was 41

2/12 hcg was 215

I’m having a hard time getting touch with my obgyn to have my hcg retested, but for some reason i feel so depressed. It’s like my body is trying to prepare me for another miscarriage. :/