Boyfriend broke up with me. I can’t get over it.

Soo me and my boyfriend were together for a few months. He was so sweet and would text me from morning to night and I would visit him and he would visit me and everything was so lovely. I become obsessed. I fell in love, sooo deeply. I was annoying, but I cared. He was always on my mind and I got so attached to him. Lately, he was acting weird around me. He wouldn’t talk to me as much, when I met him he wouldn’t even socialise with me, and if I left usually he would hug me and say bye. He didn’t even say bye never mind hugging.

One time I saw him and he was with his friend and I was with mine. And for no reason at all he got so rude at my best friend and she became so upset.

Just today, I got a text from him and he told me how I’m ugly, I put him off, and he doesn’t want to see me anymore. He told me how disgraceful and how ugly and fat I am. He told me how he spoke to other girls too who are more good looking than me.

This broke my heart.

I fell in love with him. So deeply. I just was so attached and he does this to me? I don’t know what I’ve done.

What shall I do? How do I forget? Because right know I’m suicidal, I’m sad, depressed and I’ve never felt so lonely in my entire life.

He’s right, I’m ugly, fat, stupid. But I was in love and he just let me down...