Feeling disconnected

Tomorrow I get the results from our NIPT... I'm nervous. Had our scan on Friday, I was 13 weeks and part of me felt like they wouldn't find a baby. Baby looked great moving around heaps, even could count fingers 😇. Because we are waiting for genetic testing I just feel so disconnected with this pregnancy. I'm really worried that if everything comes back clear tomorrow I will still struggle to bond to this baby.

Anyone else felt the same during pregnancy? How did you over come the feelings? Apart from health professionals no one else knows we are expecting and I'm not even excited to tell people 😞.

*planned pregnancy, had be trying for quite a few months 💛.