Exclusively bfing. Anybody relate to this?

Who hates breastfeeding but is doing it bcoz it's supposed to be the best for your LO?

Vent Alert: I f*king had no idea breastfeeding and taking care of a child is soooooo hard and demanding! There's so much 'needing' involved! You are needed for everything. BF-ing is literally you sitting for ages and ages trying to provide nourishment for ur kid and HOPING he/she is getting enough and always wondering if they are indeed getting adequate amounts! Now don't even start with 'oh for that you can pump and give!' I mean, like thats 'easy peasy'! *eye roll* That requires ur time and effort too! Effort that includes cleaning sterilising and storing etc etc! Let me be honest, I do not mind breastfeeding sometimes for the bond etc etc but exclusively doing it is not a rosy scenario! Why am doing it? bcoz I want the best nourishment for my kid but frankly I'm not a fan of any other parts of it! If best nourishment could come in powder form that I could mix and give it to be drunk by the kid in 10 mins and be done I'd take that ANYDAY over this! But formula isn't as good so - here - we- are! It's literally a Back Breaking Job! Uh-uh stop right there if u r gonna start about breast feeding pillows n posture! With any bloody pillow or holds or positions , it's still not as good as not hving to do it !! So SHHH!

Phewww!!! There!!!-I needed that venting sesh ! Lol! Thank you !