Don’t like Change

Tomorrow is my last day at my current job and I took a position as a funeral assistant/receptionist to begin March 5th. I have had so many meltdowns thinking about this new job. I cry nightly over it. I really don’t think it’s for me at all. Then the funeral director has all these big plans for me and wants me to get all these certifications. I really don’t think it’s my calling. I really want to find something to make some money working from home so I can raise our baby. I hate feeling stressed because I really want to enjoy these last few months of my pregnancy. Idk what to do. Please just tell me I’m being a big baby!