12 weeks with Rainbow.

Does the worry ever stop about losing your babe?

Every day I am so thankful I have made it to 12 weeks. Got to hear baby this morning. But every little twinge or pain or weird feeling makes me panic.

It reminds me of losing my last baby. Because it was a missed Mc. So I felt weird feelings, but the baby was not there.

I know this one is there. But I feel like the fear is so overwhelming. And is making it so i cannot truly enjoy this beautiful miracle inside me.