He's leaving.

I become a single mother today. My sweet baby Gabe is just 6 months old and his daddy decided he doesn't want to be here anymore, he doesn't love me like he used to. We didn't mean to get pregnant, but when we did, we couldn't wait to be a family. He was so great during the pregnancy. He put off proposing because of money... So he says. We moved to be closer to my family. He said he was excited for a fresh start. 3 months later, he's miserable here and leaving us to go back home. Back to a family of drug addicts and moochers who use him for his money. He's nothing but a pawn to his family.... But he's everything to me and Gabe. He's choosing them over us. He won't let me go with him because he wants Gabe to have my parents close by, they are a good influence and support in his life. He said I've changed. I don't go out or do things by myself anymore, I just want to stay home or be with him. Which is true, I'm content just being with my baby and his dad. But that's a problem for him, I'm too clingy now. The truth is he never told me it was a problem so I never got the chance to fix it. He said he wanted to move too. If he had said he didnt, then I wouldn't have moved here. If he would've just talked to me about these things, I could have changed the outcome. How do I do this? How do I let the man I love, my child's father, my best friend, just walk away like this? I'm so hurt. I'm so sad. Honestly I'm not worried about Gabe, he will be okay because I will make sure of it. I'm worried about me. Who makes sure I'm okay? Who is going to love me now if even my best friend won't love me anymore?