Why you gotta be so cute?

Update time! Grab some popcorn or something, kick your feet up and just be ready 😂

Where to start? It seems like so much has happened since my last update, which was yesterday, but I just can't get enough. And apparently neither can this boy 😉

(Since I don't want to give out his name, I'll start referring to him as "G".)

Yesterday morning, after we stayed the night with each other for the first time, he left early because he had errands to run. Understandable. Completely normal as well seeing as he's in the process of trying to buy a house, he's a busy guy.

I, being the shy, nervous girl I am, got paranoid thinking about the fact that I had actually fallen asleep. A deep sleep. To anyone else, this seems like a really stupid thing to be overthinking, but for me.... I happen to snore. And it can get pretty loud, so I've been told. So, the fact that I had allowed myself to fall asleep was kind of a big deal since G and I are still getting to know each other and haven't even defined anything between us.

He's the first guy that I genuinely like (like I can't wait for him to call me or I count down the days of when we're all hanging out as a group of friends) and have slept a full night in the same bed with. So that's a lot for me.

Anyway, moving on to the good stuff... I thought it would be a little weird and that G would be weird around me but.... No. Not by a long shot. According to our mutual friend, he's just as awkward and shy as I am so, it kind of makes sense why things are going slow and also because he's probably thinking the same as me and wanting to just enjoy whatever this is for a little while.

I had to take my mom to get an X-Ray done yesterday morning, G had already left and I was still at the apartment, getting dressed and waiting until it was time to leave. My stupid self forgot I didn't have a key, so I had to leave and leave the door unlocked for a little while. As soon as I could, though, I made my way back so I could just keep an eye on the place. I brought a friend with me and a little while later, we left to run a quick errand. G had just gotten there. I saw his car in the parking lot. But when we were making our way back, he was leaving as soon as we got there.

Again, I didn't have a key and my purse and things were still in the apartment, so I called him and asked if he had locked the door. He had. But thankfully he was only running a quick errand as well and had shown up again after maybr 10 minutes. He ended up bringing a friend over and we all kind of did a little day drinking 😂

G and I were sitting next to each other and, as you'd kind of expect, we got tipsy (G actually got drunk) and just had some nice conversation and blah blah blah.

We all had to leave by 4, so we did. G went to a friend's house and so did I.

I wasn't expecting to hear from him for the rest of the night but as I was eating dinner, my phone rang. Can you guess who?

G!

He wanted to come hang out with my friend and I. So, we invited him over. Everything was good and nice for a few hours, we were jist hanging out and watching whatever was on the tv. Then we decided to go get a little snack. Fast food. Obviously.

After we got back to my friend's house, finished eating and all, G started not feeling so well. He had just finished a detox, so the fast food was not sitting well with him. Every so often, when my friend would leave the room, he would rest his head on my shoulder and just lay there. Eventually, with him not feeling too well, we decided to leave. He wasn't good to drive, so I did.

When we got back, we made our way to the bedroom and changed to get comfortable and he turns to me and just , "Would you like to cuddle with me?"

Of course! So we did and then.... This guy seriously wants me to like him more and more or something. Like, when we get alone, it's so freaking sweet! There will still be cute flirting and sneaking glances and, obviously slight cuddling around others, but I just can't seem to get enough right now.

I don't know what's going to happen, but I sure as hell hope that it continues to be like this. And the way it seems to be going, I'm bracing for more feels and so should you if you're gonna keep reading these updates 😂