10DPO temp below coverline

Ladies, it’s a bad feeling for me this morning. After the faintest of faint lines on a FRER yesterday morning, I woke up to a temp below coverline and a negative test. I know they (and even I) say that you’re not out until AF shows, but that’s so much easier to say when it’s not your chart, and I feel her. My husband just left this morning for 5 weeks and I have no one to comfort me. I’m really nauseous this morning and 10dpo is early for me to get AF so I’m holding on to a glimmer of hope. I’m REALLY not trying to sound dramatic, I’m just feeling lots of emotions this morning.