Feeling sadness today - just a rant

I have no reason to feel sad I’m just upset about a comment my boyfriend had made this morning about marriage. It’s not that he doesn’t want it ever, it’s just that I am lacking in places that he wants to see more of before he makes the big move. Which is totally fine! I have areas I am always working to improve. It just gets me that he’s not completely set on being married to me just yet while he is my dream man and I’m so excited for when the day comes! He’s so hard on me sometimes but it’s because he loves me and expects a lot more than I give right now. We have an (almost 9) 8 month old, beautiful baby girl together and I stay home with her. We currently live in a 3 bedroom house (one of his mom’s income properties) and I can’t seem to keep up with keeping house. That’s mainly because my day is filled with playing and teaching our daughter great things! She is so smart. I’m so proud of her. And a good portion of the rest of the day is in the kitchen, making sure my family eats plenty of wholesome foods. I admit I put my feet up for about an hour while our daughter naps but I find myself constantly behind on household chores! I’m looking forward to when our little girl can help mommy clean up. It’ll make it a lot of fun, I’m sure.

Knowing how much needs to be done each day, I just get overwhelmed. Maybe I just need to take a solo trip to the store tonight. That sounds nice.