Post partum depression

What is your boyfriend and his family doing? That could be what's making you feel that way and not postpartum depression. It sounds like you want to bond with your baby, but certain people aren't letting you. That would depress me. I would talk to your doctor either way. Just know, there is nothing wrong with having post partum depression, it's very common and you can get help for it. I'm scared that I will get it, as I have depression issues sometimes, and I already told my husband to watch and make sure that if it lasts a certain amount of time to ask for help. 

It could be a little of both. I had the baby blues for about four days. Crying at everything, feeling overwhelmed, fearing the worst, etc. Two or three weeks after, it had to be post partum. I never wanted to hurt myself or my baby but I felt so lost and overwhelmed and unhappy. I was able to bond but not like my friends did with their babies. If you need to, find a support group. Talk to your doctor about possible postpartum depression. I wish I had---j think I would have saved myself a lot of stress and anxiety. I think I would have treated my husband more kindly as well. Don't take this on by yourself! Talk to someone and know that it's okay to ask for help, whether it's medicine or if it's surrounding yourself with positive people of exercising or taking a bath, etx. This is a hard time with lots of transition and scary situations! You're not alone.

I hate it when people say the baby blues. Post partum is very real, and very biological. But also very treatable! Talk to your dr immediately and let them know what's going on. They would be the best to tell you what they feel would be the best treatment. There are also great groups out there that can help get through post partum and the stress of being a new mom without a lot of support it sounds? Prayers coming your way!