In desperate need of some advice💔😢

He broke up with me about a month ago, he tells me he’s not moving back in, I haven’t asked that question openly, but he stays at my house every night...

Last night I did something I shouldn’t have, I went through his phone... a girl has been sending him nudes and it turns out when he went to the club and he came to my house afterwards, he kissed multiple girls, I woke him up and told him I saw it all he said we weren’t together and that we’re still not together, and that we’re supposed to be sorting out our relationship.

This morning I’ve text him when he went to work saying that i want us to be together while we’re sorting our relationship out, because I want the commitment there, am I being crazy? Or should I let him do these things? I genuinely love this man with all my heart...

I forget what it’s like to be happy when I don’t have him in my life in desperate need of some advice💔💔💔