I can’t raise child but abortion sound scary

I found out last week that I was pregnant due to a broken condom problem

I decided right then and there to go and have an abortion

Me and my boyfriend want children but there’s no way we could support a child right now

I was going to have my abortion by pill on Thursday of last week but I’m too early along so they have to wait until they can see something in the ultrasound

All of this waiting is really making me anxious and I’ve been crying on and off for days

I really want to be a mom and have a child but I also am 20 yrs old and I want to explore and live

I just need some kindve motivation

I know I need to have this abortion but I’m afraid I’m going to be very depressed afterwards

Please let me know if any of you have experienced the pill and if you’ve gotten depressed after