hi, everyone. so I’m 11 days late for my period and starting to worry that I’m pregnant. I’m not stable enough (financially, emotionally, mentally, or physically) to have a child and quite frankly, don’t want one at this point in time. I’m not ready at all for one. i don’t have a job, my boyfriend doesn’t have a job. we fight on a regular basis. i just wouldn’t feel right bringing a child into this world knowing i can’t give it a good life. i don’t want to go through the pregnancy either. my boyfriend has basically told me i have to have the kid and there’s no other option. he’s calling me every name in the book and saying I’m an awful person if i have an abortion. i understand it’s his kid also but there are tons of medical risks waiting to happen if i go through with a pregnancy i don’t want. i know it’s selfish and i don’t want to be judged because i feel very safe on this app. i just need support and guidance. I’m 19 years old and i feel so lost. i don’t know what to do.

update: i took 3 pregnancy tests last night and the first one came back as “?”

but the other two came back completely negative!!!

turns out i could’ve waited until this morning because i started my period as well! feeling super relieved and like a weight is lifted off of my chest! thank you to all the kind words and support 💘💘