Fifty Shades of fucked up

So I finally watched fifty shades of grey. I admit it’s not bad and watching it made me feel things. But now that the movie is over, I feel terrified. Like, I don’t feel like I want to have sex. I feel like I just watched a horror movie.

Although I enjoyed the movie while it was playing. But now I’m terrified of sleeping with all the lights turned off. I don’t know why. Christian Grey seemed hot at first, but now thinking of him freaks me out. I wanted to like it, but idk. I also want to cry for no reason.

I’m 20, why am I so scared???