A step in a new direction😊

I just want to share an amazing revelation that I've had recently. I have fallen very far out of my faith and haven't been to church in over a month, and I haven't been attending my small group. My boyfriend and I had/have been having premarital sex and I have been dealing with a lot of moral struggle around it. Recently I've felt God tugging at me. A friend of mine had a conversation with me about sex without knowing that I was doing it out of the blue that poked at me, and then I got a uti as a physical consequence for my actions, and then a terrifying nightmare about it as another sign. And tonight, I attended small group for the first time in months and discovered that tonight was the night to discuss sexual immorality and lust. My boyfriend and I had a long conversation and decided to take a huge step back sexually, and a step towards God together. I know that it will be difficult for us at times, but it feels amazing to be finally letting God back into my life while still growing with my boyfriend.