Boyfriend

So my boyfriend and I havnt been really on the same page for months now. In fact I don’t even kiss him or want to have sex with him. He forces hisself on me and we live together. If I don’t have sex with him he’ll tell me that I won’t get food or something. I depend of him a lot so I give it up. I cry the whole time. When he finally gets what he wants. He’ll get up and ask me why I’m crying and I tell him it just hurts. He laughs and walk away. Is this considered rape although we’re in a relationship ?