Tragic lost💔

I can’t even know were to begging... I lost my boyfriend, which was my and still is my best friend and another best friend today as well. I watched as both of them died. I felt helpless not being able to do something for them. I really feel like I have nobody to talk to and this is breaking me to pieces...I knew both of them for about to be 4 years and they were the type of fiends that you could run and tell them anything to and they won’t judge you. They haven’t lived at all only 17 and 15 man and this is so unfair...