My husband is not in love with me anymore

Me and my husband have been battling a very ugly battle. We have been separated since January. I left him and moved back with my family in Texas while we were living In New Jersey. He just wasn’t putting in any effort to me or to us. He started talking to someone else in the side. I couldn’t stand to sit there and be with someone who would treat me this way. So I found the courage to leave him. It took him 2 months of being with out me to get him to follow me back out here to Texas. We had to end up staying at his cousins house Bc my grandmothers apartment wouldn’t allow more than 1 guest to be staying. So We still weren’t on the best terms and we were still struggling. When he returns back here there still isn’t any effort. I felt no love or no connection to him. All we did was argue. So I left again. I admit. This time it feels like it was my fault. I wasn’t patient enough with him and didn’t give it time. So since then we really haven’t been talking , he’s been ignoring me. And when we does respond to my texts he’s angry and says he doesn’t want to talk to me. He told me he does truly love me but also said he was no longer in love with me.... I’m trying to give him his space and time to come around. But it’s so hard Bc it feel like my world

Is spiraling out of control. At this point I’ll take any kind of words of wisdom or advice. Thank you if you read this far ❤️