PUSSY: PADLOCKED 🐱🔒

Sex has never not hurt like hell for me. I've been sexually active for about three years now. I lost my virginity at 21 and have since had 7 partners. 6 men, 1 woman. Even using dildos hurts a little. It has become a reality that I'm accustomed to. Another little fact is that almost every sexual encounter I've had has been ok. Always fun, a little awkward but I never come. No one has ever made me orgasm. Not during penetration. Not with their fingers. Not even with their mouths. Funny thing is: I can make myself come in record time. Now don't get me wrong. I'm a very sexual person. I'm open to exploring kinks! It behooves me that no one can find my button. For real, these mofos couldn't find my treasure chest with both hands and a map!

A few days ago, I had an epiphany during my afternoon nap. I woke up with the decision to take a vow of celibacy. Why not, right? I'm not enjoying sex. My sexual partners also haven't been interested in

whether or not I'm enjoying myself. If you ask me, that's selfish. Sex, unless solo, is a team effort. I think both (or multiple) partners share the responsibility of making the encounter pleasurable for all involved.

Seriously, the last guy I spent the night with showered alone, didn't offer me one, then slept next to me WITHOUT even offering me a rag to wipe myself with. Why would I invite someone like that back inside of me?

That got me thinking about all the times I've had sex with people who didn't deserve to use my body for their pleasure. I can't be the only person to experience this level of disrespect. Why do we let careless people into our bodies? This is why self love is so important. I vow to not let anyone into my body until they've shown nothing but respect for it.

My pussy is hereforth padlocked to the public 💕🔒