Help...

So, i’ve sorta had feelings for this boy since September, Let’s call him M. M and i started talking for a little while (maybe around 4 months) and then we had sex. He took a video of us having sex and even tho i told him not to talk about it, the next day he showed many, many people, which at the time i didn’t know about so of course i still had feelings for him. a few weeks later, he decided that he didn’t want to talk to me anymore so he just decided to block me on everything, ignore me when i saw him and talk bad about me to all of his friends. Later, he unblocked me and decided that he wanted to be friends again so i said yes. we kept hanging out outside of school and i always have so much fun with him, even after we’ve already had sex. My issue is i think i really really love him, but i’m almost sure he doesn’t want anything more than a friends with benefits thing. i’m not sure what to do.