He left (long)

I’m not sure how this happened. We were at a wedding (my fiancee’s close friend) and when it was over and everyone was leaving he told me he wanted to continue drinking at a friend’s house, I had explained to him over the course of the night how my back has been spasming, was exhausted and wanted to go home. So I told him I just wasn’t feeling it. He blew up. Now, he’s already drunk at this point even though he denied it multiple times. We get home and he’s calling me a raging bitch because I said I didn’t want to go drink around a campfire after being at this wedding bc I’m tired and my back was killing me. It hurt my feelings too bc he doesn’t care how I feel, he just wanted to go hang out with his friends and continue to drink. Which I understand bc we rarely go out as we have a baby.

I told him that just because I didn’t want to go hang out with his friends doesn’t give him the right to make me out to be some major bitch like he was. That’s when he went overboard. He told me that of course I wouldn’t want him to hang out with “his friends” because I never let him do anything. Now, he’s twisting my words making it seem like I don’t like those people when any friend of his is a friend of mine.

Fast forward 15 mins of screaming in the driveway (I told him I’d change and we can go over there just to quit fighting) he gets in his truck and started backing out the driveway WHILE im standing in front of his open door, almost running me over. So I told him he’s better stop now. I jumped in the back seat and he took off. He said “that’s it we are going and you can stay in the truck and cry the whole time I don’t care” and got down the road and I was screaming at him to let me out, he pulled over not far from our house after I told him that If he didn’t let me out it’s considered kidnapping.

He drove me back up to the house and told me to get the fuck out and how I’m a crazy fucking bitch etc and I’m crying. I texted him saying if he didn’t come home I’m packing my shit and leaving. Well, just as I’m pulling down the driveway, he’s coming back. He blocks the driveway and I pulled around him and sped away. He called me once but my ohone was on do not disturb and when I called back it was off.

I came home and told him that I had gotten down the road and come home and if he doesn’t come back it’s over. His phone is now off and I’m sitting at home bawling. We have a 1 year old baby together. I’m not sure if this is the biggest mistake of my life. I just don’t know what to do.