So I stopped taking the pill...

Hi there! So, I need to get this off my chest because apart from my better half no one knows I've stopped taking bc pills with the hope to concieve at some point during this year. So it feels very lonely, but if it happens I can tell that and then I can for a starter avoid a whole lot of conversations about "Are you ready for that?" and other shit. So here I am, venting. While I am at it, I need to ask you ladies something.. Have you been afraid and unsure if you would ever be ready to have a kid or was it just the most natural thing in the world to you? I'm asking because I'm actually pretty fucking scared to say the least, but kinda hoping I'll get over it along the way. I'm not sure if it's just this huge decision that I've made, which is the scary part or if it's the having a kid thing. Maybe I'll find out along the way 😂 Thanks for listening/reading 😊