Dead inside ☠️
So I feel like I can’t tell people how I feel because I usually feel nothing.
I don’t know why I just do.
I don’t like to be touched or hugged unless it benefits me in some way.
And if I hurt someone’s feelings I am not sad or upset for them.
I feel if I tell people I don’t feel anything they will think I’m a psycho.
Like I don’t even hug my mom or my brother unless I’m sick or something.
I love them but don’t feel attached.
I am bipolar but I don’t know if this affects why I always feel nothing.
I do have rapid mood changes but I feel them coming.
And I warn people to stay away.
I have only one emotion and it’s anger. And it comes out a lot.
I like to make people laugh and be sarcastic but I’m borderline cruel to do it.
Idk. I’m just dead inside ☠️