Am I overreacting ? Contemplating divorce

Hi

For several years I have contemplated leaving my husband . I have put a lot behind and don’t want to go into too much detail but I think tonight I may have made my decision

I am at the point where I just don’t know what more I can do

I have a back injury and have been in a. Lot of pain for a few months and do physical therapy three times a week before work . He is a truck driver over the road and all we ever talk about is his unhappiness with Work and his job and constant complaints . I have voiced my concern that he needs to make a decision on his career because I also work full time and take care of our dog . He also goes over seas to see his family on average 4 to 6 weeksout of the year and I am left all alone . I have dealt with this for years .

Today after work I wanted to treat myself to a new purse and spent two hours at the mall. I knew he would be tired and told him as soon as he gets home he should rest and catch up on sleep . He texted me earlier that he wants to join me and I truly felt that he was tired and cared to steer him to not come. I told him I would bring dinner won my way home . I shortly got a text asking me to bring him some beer. That meant another trip for me . After the mall I went to pick up the pizza and called him and said that I was tired and could we get beef and wine tomorrow he was ok wit that . After I pull into the garage I called him twice and on the second try he picked up normally he will always help me bring up groceries up the two floor of stairs . This time he refunded and ska she took a shower An hour earlier etc . I reminded him that. Y back is acting up and I needed the help he said you can pick up a pizza but I have several other things . I admit i got every upset because I think I was at my breaking point . I carried everything up the stairs alone . He told me that people have injuries and he just didn’t feel like helping me because he felt tired all this bull shit . Keep in mind I work a full time job too . We had a huge fight and screaming match . He left and told me to cancel our home purchase coming up all this shit I don’t know where his anger came from but I think Jan easy to go . I felt so degraded and hurt by his lack of sympathy . He had never asked me how I feel or how physical therapy is going how I feel or if he can do anything to make it better . He also freaked out treat I didn’t wash the dishes since two days a go which were mostly his and only a few but I’ve been going. To work and physical therapy when he is on the road and our house is clean . I’m just really fed up and am glad we don’t have kids and he wants kids I reAlly don’t .