Miscarriage

Feeling so raw tonight, unfortunately a family member got pregnant same time as I did, we lost our baby and she didn't. Now for the rest of my life I will be reminded of our loss.....shes due in a 17 days and post about it every other day. Every milestone, every birthday, every holiday I will be reminded of the pain. it is literally tearing me apart inside. I can't even look at her when she comes to family gatherings. 💔😥 I secretly hate her because of this....