Sad and depressed

WELL TODAY IS FATHER'S DAY AND MY DAD HAS NEVER BEEN APART OF MY LIFE SO THIS IS KILLING ME AND ME AND MY BOYFRIEND HAD A ARGUMENT SO THAT'S ALSO KILLING ME,AND MY BACK AND HEAD HURTS I HAVEN'T ATE SICK YESTERDAY MORNING, THIS DEPRESSION IS REALLY GETTING TO ME😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢