Here we go again....

Well, I'm starting birth control and my Metformin again tonight.... Not so sure the Metformin is gonna go well with my job since it gives me such terrible diarrhea, even the extended release. I hope I will start to lose weight too because I'm gonna try really hard to watch what I eat. I was gonna start doing that today, but honestly completely forgot because I was so focused on being stressed at work. I hope this will allow me to get pregnant. Or help me prevent it since right now it's probably better to prevent anyway. My husband and I probably can't afford a baby right now. We can't even afford a home. We have a lot of good going for us, fully covered on insurance, 2 car's, good steady job's. We just need to save, we only have like $1,000 saved up right now.

* My husband and I can't decide if we want to get pregnant right now or not. My doctor said I will be on birth control for 6 month's, so we have that long to decide if we think it's ok to get pregnant or not in our current situation. No time is ever the perfect time to get pregnant and if we keep finding reasons to not get pregnant than we never will. So we are just jumping back and forth. We aren't rich by any means, but are much better off than many people our age that have kid's that are doing just fine.