FAKING IT WITH MY BOYFRIEND 😰

so basically my boyfriend and I have been getting intimate for a while now but every time he fingers me i can’t seem to orgasm? and I feel like it’s best to just fake it because i just don’t want to be laying down for like an hour and him still trying when i just can’t do it! But i feel bad that i fake it because obviously i should be honest but I’m self conscious at the fact that i haven’t been able to orgasm yet and i’ve never been a very comfortable with fingering even to myself. Please help??!! i don’t know what to do 😰😰😥😥