its one of those days 😥 rant

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where everything is irritating. I just wanna cry and am just so over everything.

I'm 37+1... staying at home all day everyday is making the countdown so much worse. I'm so done being pregnant. I'm in so much pain and just want it to be over. ive got stuff to do around the house but my hips and pelvic bone are on FIRE and i have warts on the heel of my foot that makes walking really hard. (docs tried to freeze them off 3x but its unsuccessful) oh and i have an almost 3 yr old..

my husband got a 2nd job finally. (after me constantly saying how much were gonna struggle when I'm on leave. rents due in 2 weeks and we have no money for rent) he calls me today and is fightin with someone at work and might be fired or quit!! he does this so much I cant stand it.

my fucking dog has been continuously getting out of my gate and taking off to go on adventures. hes not always dog friendly so I'm terrified of what he is gonna do.. and I can never find him.. he comes back later and that's that. well I live next to cops and yesterday he took off after I took him for a car ride and almost attacked one of their dogs. so I rannnn after him tackled him to the ground and the neighbors are obviously pissed. I dont blame them. so now I'm afraid to let him out even to go potty (I obviously will be taking measures to make sure he doesn't get out of our gate but still)