indecisive on relationships

LOL okay so i don’t need a boyfriend but at the same time i really want one. my friend was telling me how i would have so many opportunities to hang out with them, have them over, etc. so now im just thinking about how fun it would be to have a boyfriend but at the same time, i don’t like ANYONE at the moment and i only find a few guys cute but i don’t even talk to them. idk what to do lmao im not gonna just date a random ass guy because i want a man but i also want a man so i can post him on the gram. do i make sense ? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 like i have my eye on this one fine ass guy but ive only talked to him ONCE and im NOT gonna throw myself at him like HEY ZADDDDDYYYYYY