Frustrated with everything

Lilly

Been trying 2 years, in that time I've has 2 miscarriages. We went to fertility dr in March and they set me up to do a FSH and other blood tests on cycle day 2,3 or 4 Plus a HSG and another type of ultrasound. Haven't started a new cycle since. I'm not pregnant (I've taken about 20 tests). They gave me mexoprogesterone to start my cycle but that didn't work. I'm now on day cd63. I just want my period so I can do this testing Meanwhile, everyone around me is getting pregnant. My deadbeat step-brother and his girlfriend just announced. They don't work and do drugs and he gets arrested several times a year but they get to have a baby, WTF! I hate everything right now. I'm 39 and I'm running out of time.