Currently being induced.... 40 weeks

Let me just say I was late to my own induction by 30 mins lol!!! I’m not dilated at all they have me on cervadil to soften my cervix and let me say the IV needle HURTS like a bitch it’s huge. Lol I’m so emotional when they told me the risks and stuff because birth is life or death and I was crying because I’m paranoid... the iv fills you up with water and I look puffy in my face because of it and my family keeps taking my pictures lol!!! Hopefully tomorrow I have progressed I can’t sleep at all lol someone talk to me. So thankful for my family and boyfriend