Fat And ugly

So I am ugly I have been told many times I’m not but I still think I am. I am 13 and have suffered a lot in my life that has caused me to eat with anxiety and depression a lot of it.

This was new year 2017 and I am in red shirt.

This is me in FL in September last year

And

This is me in FL again in February this yeah

All I want is some positive thoughts and tips on how I can lose weight I normally walk +2 miles a day in general and can’t go to the gym because my parents only get home at 7:00 or 8:00. I am thinking about trying the military diet it’s 3 days long google it for more information

And I have 0% positive comments from my family and 100% negativity so that doesn’t help they all call me fat and I have always been bullied at school about my weight to I am the fat goose that’s pregnant or the pregnant teacher

Help me